Insanity begins
Looking back not just recently but over my life I realise I have experienced episodes of near insanity. It starts with panic and in the panic I try to resolve a problem quickly without taking time to think through the options. This then leads to more problems and more panic and episodes of near insanity.
So the situation which caused my state of imbalance was accelerated one day when Gwen , the buyer turned up with an "expert" to inspect the beams for parasites. I lost it. He hadn't asked if he could come and I was in the throes of dealing via emails ( always stressful for me) the cancelling of all services. I told him to leave saying, "It is not your house, the beams have been treated and you saw and accepted the diagnostic." He said that the diagnostic had only dealt with areas that were visible. He didn't leave immediately but his wife came the next day and apologised. Apparently no parasites were found.
Marie-Pierre had the cheek to imply that I would be rich when the sale was complete. How do you explain that the house they were buying from me would be worth £500,000 in UK and they were paying me 95,000 euros. What could I buy in UK with that? A terraced house with no garden maybe.
So now I am not only panicking but I am angry and worried.
This photo to explain my state of mind. I am leaving this beautiful garden that I created over 16 years from a bare field to live in a house with a back yard.
So the situation which caused my state of imbalance was accelerated one day when Gwen , the buyer turned up with an "expert" to inspect the beams for parasites. I lost it. He hadn't asked if he could come and I was in the throes of dealing via emails ( always stressful for me) the cancelling of all services. I told him to leave saying, "It is not your house, the beams have been treated and you saw and accepted the diagnostic." He said that the diagnostic had only dealt with areas that were visible. He didn't leave immediately but his wife came the next day and apologised. Apparently no parasites were found.
Marie-Pierre had the cheek to imply that I would be rich when the sale was complete. How do you explain that the house they were buying from me would be worth £500,000 in UK and they were paying me 95,000 euros. What could I buy in UK with that? A terraced house with no garden maybe.
So now I am not only panicking but I am angry and worried.
This photo to explain my state of mind. I am leaving this beautiful garden that I created over 16 years from a bare field to live in a house with a back yard.
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